He said.

   I trust you a lot than you ever imagine. All plans and promises - they are locked deep here and slowly transform into hope. All memories that I used to afraid of having them - finally bring out sorrow, because too much memories hurt, so much.
   I am scared for not being able to love. I never thought loving someone would hurt this much. How one same person could make you feel loved and unwanted.
   He said he was lucky to have known me. He said he was proud of having me. He said he was going to take me somewhere near his house. He said he was going to take me on a date with his cousin. He said I am beautiful when I think I am a mess. He said I have a big tummy but he don't mind. He said he didn't want me to be such a crybaby. He said I was a bad surprise planner but yet he stayed. He said I had to learn cooking. He said he loved me 'so much' that he didn't want to see me sad. He said he wanted to fulfill his promises. He said we only need to let it flow. He said all we need is trust. He said we will make it together till the end.
   "He said", I see. I maynot live in memories, I know. Because people come and go, yet I do not have that ability to stop people from leaving.
   I have to face the truth and wake up.